腓三10　使我认识基督、并祂复活的大能、以及同祂受苦的交通，模成祂的死。

　　林前十五31　弟兄们，我指着我为你们在我们主基督耶稣里所有的夸耀，郑重地说，我是天天死。

　　这个神人生活，也是经过十字架模成主死的生活。这个模成主的死，乃是借着基督复活的大能（腓三10）。我们必须是一直过钉十字架生活的人，以基督的死作我们生活的模型。借着这样的生活，我们才有基督身体的实际。愿主怜悯我们，叫我们能经过十字架，过模成主死的生活。愿主开启我们的眼目，看见这个异象。只有死而复活的人眼睛是开启的，他们看见启示而生活行动。这样的生活才是神人的生活，才能活出基督身体的实际（神经纶的总纲与神人该有的生活，三一至三二页）。

　　Phil. 3:10 "To know Him and the power of His resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death."

　　1 Cor. 15:31 "I protest by the boasting in you, brothers, which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily."

　　The God-man living is also a living of being conformed to the death of Christ through the cross. This conformation to the death of Christ is through the power of Christ's resurrection (Phil. 3:10). We must be those who live a crucified life continually by taking Christ's death as the mold of our life. It is only by living this kind of life that we can have the reality of the Body of Christ. May the Lord have mercy on us so that we can live a life of being conformed to the death of Christ through the cross. May the Lord open our eyes to see this vision. Only those who have passed through death and resurrection can have their eyes opened; they live and walk by the revelation that they have seen. Only such a living is the God-man living, and only such a living can live out the reality of the Body of Christ. (CWWL, 1994-1997, vol. 1, “A General Outline of God's Economy and the Proper Living of a God-man, “p. 514)

　　在神经纶的几个步骤中，只有两个步骤是我们必须天天经历的。不是成肉身，也不是经人生，乃是死与复活。死的代名词就是十字架，复活的代名词就是那灵。倪弟兄说，复活的实际就是圣灵，圣灵就是复活的实际；没有圣灵，就没有复活。在约翰十一章二十五节，主耶稣说，“我是复活，我是生命。”这指明复活乃是一个人位。因此，复活的实际，就是基督成了那赐生命的灵。今天我们这些神人，所过的神人生活，应该就是经历死与复活的生活，也就是经历十字架与那灵的生活。

　　今天我们的生活，必须是十字架和那灵的生活。求主宝血遮盖，在近几年的风波中，不知道有多少诬蔑、毁谤的话说到

　　我身上，但我什么都不说，只让主说。这是十字架和那灵。在这一点上，我得到倪弟兄莫大的帮助。我和他同工的那十八年中，看见反对的人都骂到他头上了，他就是笑一笑，什么也没有说。他的确是一个经历十字架和那灵的人。

　　夫妻之间的生活，也必须一直经历十字架和那灵。不要说大事，就是夫妻间平常的小事，都应该说，我不是，我在十字架上，我在那里死。你对配偶说话前，都要问：“这是我说的，还是主说的？”这样作就是留在十字架上。整天我们都该这样经历，这是基督徒正常的生活。我们在十字架上死，基督就在那灵里生，结果才产生召会。

　　没有十字架与那灵，就没有召会。那只不过是我们的会，不是召会，不是基督的身体。那也不是神的家，因为是你作主。那也不是神的国，因为是你作王。那也不能作基督的配偶，因为基督是神而人者，祂的配偶也必须是神而人者；但没有十字架和那灵，就只有人，没有神，那就不是神而人者。所以我们必须天天经历十字架和那灵，才能产生召会、基督的身体、神的家、神的国、基督的配偶这五方面的结果（圣经中管制并支配我们的异象，五九、六五页）。

　　参读：圣经中管制并支配我们的异象，第四至五篇。

　　Among the several steps of God's economy, only two steps require our daily experience—not incarnation or human living but death and resurrection. The cross is a synonym for death, and the Spirit is a synonym for resurrection. Brother Nee said that the reality of resurrection is the Holy Spirit, and the Holy Spirit is the reality of resurrection; without the Holy Spirit there is no resurrection. In John 11:25 the Lord Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life.” This indicates that resurrection is a person. Hence, the reality of resurrection is Christ becoming the life-giving Spirit. Today, as God-men, we should live the God-man life, which is a life of the experience of death and resurrection, a life of the experience of the cross and the Spirit.

　　Our living today must be the life of the cross and the Spirit. May the Lord cover me with His precious blood to say this: During the turmoil in recent years, I do not know how many slanderous and defaming words were aimed at me, but I did not say anything; I just let the Lord speak. This is the cross and the Spirit. I received great help from Brother Nee in this matter. When I was working with him throughout those eighteen years, I saw that all the opposers' attacks were aimed at him; yet he just smiled and said nothing. He truly was one who experienced the cross and the Spirit.

　　Husbands and wives must also experience the cross and the Spirit continually in their living. Not to mention the big things, but even in small, ordinary things between husbands and wives, we should always say, “I am not; I am dying on the cross.” Before we speak to our spouse, we must ask, “Is this I speaking or the Lord speaking?” To practice this is to remain on the cross. All day long we should have this kind of experience. This is the normal Christian life. When we die on the cross, the Lord is brought forth in the Spirit, and the issue is the church.

　　Without the cross and the Spirit, there is no church. What we have is just a club; it is neither the church nor the Body of Christ. Neither is it the house of God, because it is we who act as lord. It is not the kingdom of God, because it is we who act as king. It cannot be the counterpart of Christ, because Christ is a God-man, so His counterpart must also be a God-man. Without the cross and the Spirit, there is only man without God, so there is no God-man. Hence, we must experience the cross and the Spirit daily so that there may be an issue with five aspects—the church, the Body of Christ, the house of God, the kingdom of God, and the counterpart of Christ. (CWWL, 1994-1997, vol. 2, “The Governing and Controlling Vision in the Bible, “pp. 318, 323-324)

　　Further Reading: Life-study of Numbers, msgs. 32, 50